Astral Samurai

Well I have surrendered to the inevitable I am attempting to sell both of my prized paintings. I will miss them should they sell. Both paintings are original art created by myself. Please take a look here  and here

Recently my dreams have become sour though I am spending more time in the real world now. I plan on painting again on a canvas twin suns based on the dream I had a while ago. I have still not found a job and wife is irritable she has been spending more time away from home and I wonder if she is cheating but do not ask for fear it may actually be true. The children have asked me to help them with their homework and my son has become more physical asking for me to run with him, which was something I used to be quite good at. The dreams though yes, I was hearing the voice of a woman, I recognized the voice but as she is talking I am seeing images of my father and feel this immense sadness, then someone a girl I believe is saying "He was always there for us." I am thinking to this girl I love you. All the while it is saddening me and when I wake I feel depressed knowing that this dream is a formation of my unconscious feelings. I do not like experiencing these kind of dreams ...