A Man Of No Small Controversy
I am sure somewhere in my Wikipedia page it will say, "A man of no small controversy" I kept looking at my blade thinking on seppuku. If I took my own life would it save me from a future I couldn't live with? I had the blade at my stomach, whats stopping you? The pain. I could've just cut horizontally across my abdomen the blood would have rushed out I would've slowly fell asleep never to wake again. A samurai is typically supposed to get permission from their sensei, and a ceremony is involved resulting in the beheading of the samurai. This is usually done when dishonored or captured by the enemy. I kept thinking to myself, there are no enemies out here, only yourself. I took an hour or so practicing iaijitsu stances. I watched horse riders go by, I was about to walk out toward a trail and I noticed a man at the corner of my eye. He was in his 50s maybe, grey hair, his eyes looked tired, I noticed him just passing by looking at the blade. I could sw...