Ambitions
This year has moved quickly, as if time has become more rapid on its own momentum. I have high hopes for this year, and I am aiming to meet the ambitions I started for. I must remind myself not to neglect the smaller things, writing a page into a novel, a photograph, making sure the house is clean, remembering the everyday things that I have passively let go because I am thinking too hard on what I have to do next in the larger sense. I have been dreaming though they are vague, grey and are easily lost on waking to thoughts of what I have to do for the rest of the day. I have not let myself have too much fun. With fun there is enjoyment but there is also a lax of discipline resulting from it. I cannot lose the discipline I have worked so hard to attain. This is a catch up year because I am trying to catch up with myself, the things, and people I left behind. There have been a few small setbacks that hurt enough to make me rethink plans. What those plans are I will not say. B...