A Fate Long Dreamed Dragged Into Reality

Something strange is happening to me. My wife and I spend no time together at all. I barely see the kids now they spend their time with friends. I on the other hand have spent most of my time sleeping. It is hard for me to know when I am sleeping now, and when I am awake. Since both seem real and go hand in hand. For instance I have been having strange dreams about my neighbor. This has been on going, and the plot from the dream has been consistent.

Recently however whether it was a dream or in fact reality. My neighbor had a package delivered to my house accidentally. I left it outside her house and left a note. At least I think this is what happened, then again it might have been a dream. I do not know why I am spending so much time sleeping, some account it for depression. But I feel there is a deeper meaning, perhaps a search from within for some kind of escape from my own stagnant life.

Otherwise not much has changed as I go deeper and deeper into the Astral Plain, I spend less time in the real world. It should seem that I do not care about my family, but there has been little change in the house otherwise.

I do not know what else to say, I am overtired now from sleeping, and all I want to do now is go back to sleep. I am always thinking if I go to sleep I might wake up somewhere else.