Counting Down

I kept going over a memory that took place 5 years ago.
I had this box of timelines that were written with the intent to change or reverse it.
Like a snap of the fingers those timelines are gone.
In my eyes they were like an insurance card if your car happened to break down.
Now the problem is multiplying and I don't know how this will effect the future and yet I still have to make the discovery.
As for this blog it's become too personal & my ego is doing most of the talking.
I am safe to say not happy and this will all get progressively or regressively entropic over time.
I remember this art teacher from years gone who simply said, "ya gotta deal the cards ya dealt." That art teacher was really smart.
Because it's true you really do have to deal the cards you're dealt.
After all I'm giving so much of myself here with no feedback.
So I'm counting down to shutting this little square on the internet.
Though who can say what the future really holds.
But I've certainly lost sight on what it could be for what is happening presently.
"You're not gonna solve it in a day." She said and I'm not.
Even so something is wrong and I intend to find out why, how and to see if the error in my own life effects future history.
As of now there is no way to know.
Those timelines can never be merged though and ya know what they really were?
They were trying to avoid that punch.
But do you want to know what they really are?
Flowers beautiful flowers that is what I'm holding onto those flowers, those cute all green flowers.