Persecution

 Its been a really complicated year so far. 

The house was paid off that was through my planning and a joint financial spend down between my brother and I.

Things were looking great then the worst possible situation occurred. 

I speak to an old friend quite often and things were going very well despite some not so subtle rejections.

I have a hacker threatening me with ransomware. 

An uncle stealing from my trust and forging checks.

A lawyer that I don't agree with in regards to this guardianship they want to create and enforce. 

They of course use your history against you, even if the diagnosis is misunderstood or antiquated. 

Mental health is law.

Doesn't mental health law make the constitution obsolete anyway?

Even if you were to burn the constitution its on the internet now and it will never leave there.

Thats unless of course they do a hard reset on the internet which probably will happen.

The country will have ceased to exist and whoever writes future history will determine what those United States would turn into. 

I mean shit if George Washington had a psychiatrist the British would have dumped so many labels on the guy that he wouldn't be around to fight the war he fought. He'd have been in a sanitarium for the rest of his life.

So aren't those freedoms being overridden now?

Its turning into a privilege not a right to be free.

I won't even go into the whole social distancing laws, but it won't go away ever after this virus issue is cleared.

Its here to stay.

Look at the ground you walk on when you go into a 7/11.

"Stay 6 feet away" embossed in the tile.

I honestly think that it has more to do with freedom of speech then it does anything else.

It all seems like persecution both personal and for those who suffered under the guise of the mental health industry.

It is an industry after all. 

You take the meds you get to go home.

You don't take the meds you stay in a psych unit until you accept the bargained freedom you've been granted.

Meds, good!

No meds, bad!

Insurance pays bills, we get paid.

No insurance, we don't get paid.

The insurance company negotiates your freedom when your in a psych unit.

When I wasn't insured they would keep me for two months at a time.

All meds are addictive once you start taking something your body starts looking for it. 

Its is drugging and thats what our society is now a drug induced coma that most will never wake from.

My honesty will always be my fatal flaw it has caused me so much trouble over the years.

I see things getting personally worse for me for the short term.

Despite working with a new job I actually do kind of enjoy.

Theres additional pressure from all this negativity induced by pending legalities.

Its adding a high amount of stress on me.

The psychiatrist won't comment, the therapist won't offer an opinion. 

Its all like being stuck with your feet in a concrete slab on the middle of the highway hoping you won't get hit by a car. 

This country originally was intended to save those from persecution.

It doesn't feel that way to me now.

What happened to liberty and justice for all?